My Prince Charming

I dun understand people. How do they judge me, huh? If u're in my friendster's friendlist, u may read those testi of mine. Most of them would say d "perfectness" of me. Umm, sorry, never meant to be one of those narcisist gurl, it's just based in d testi (ups).

It could be true, if u think it is, but it's just on the out side of me (it's relative, huh?). At first I was very proud, u know? I could do few things that others couldnt. And they praising me! God, how impressive was that?

But most of those judgements would never meant anything coz in the end it could help nothing. Does d ability to sport could affect my relationship? Umm I dont think so. Or my other abilities please, mention it.

Heyy I'm not saying that I'm not thankful for those that God gave me. Sure I am. I even think how glad I am to be who am I today. For any reason, I dun even feel any dissatisfaction at all. Mind ya, NONE AT ALL.

A friend of mine once said, "I didn't get it, why do you often get into the badluck with your boyfriends? I mean, you're kind, smart, etc. You don't even have any problems with ur attitude either. For me u're almost perfect!"

Perfect. Perfect. Perfect. "He" even said that I'm perfect. Say it again and I'm gonna blast u off. What's with perfect if I can't get what I really want?

Then in the end, I understand, why do some people said, "I love you because of you" to their lovers. They dont see them in their physical appearance or their abilities. It's because of their selves; their personalities.

I'm not looking for those who's smart, handsome, a basketball player, etc, etc. Or those who has the same hobbies and interests with me. I'm not looking for a perfect person.

I'm looking for the one who could accept me as I am and I could accept him as himself. That's what my prince charming was. Now I get it. Yes, yes.

Then I cannot blame if he doesn't feel the same way to me. Whatever my 'abilities' are, whatever you think bout me, coz it's all just about ur heart compatibility. Ask your heart then you'll know it.

I might not be the one for you and you're not my prince charming. So we've got nothing to worry about, rite? Coz I'm ready to lose you, even I love you so. Coz someday the 'right' prince will come. It's just a matter of time...

I'm sure of it. n_n