Lost

People tend to think, the best thing in life is loving somebody and being loved in return. Is that so? For me; I wish I had nobody to love..

They don't need to love me in return coz they'll gone eventually. At least I don't have to lost anything, after all. Haha, how pathethic is dat?

If u started to think that way, then nothing is fine. Yes, none of these are FINE. And you know wut? Now I'm getting sick. Sick of being left behind. Sick of losing 'somebody' that I love.

Coz this time I lost twice. My sun and my earth.